ong before I knew anything about Pythagorean theory, ratios, acoustic law, or perfect fifths, I was exposed to and influenced by them. As a child, I frequently heard the term “out of proportion.” and sometime later I learned about Pythagoras and the medieval educational structures called Trivium and Quadrivium.
(Boethius, Guido d’Arezzo, and other medieval music theorists)
Fifth
Clear law
Measured between friends,
Too wide to merge, too close to break—
Order.
Fifth
Luminous, vowed
Breathing, binding, blessing
Freen fire of order praise
Amen
’ve been obsessing about the oboe, which is not something I would have predicted for myself and would prefer not to explain to anyone in person.
The disillusion tends to arrive around February, when I’m standing in my kitchen, desperately looking for my phone while holding my phone. This is usually when I start to wonder why the version of myself I’m meant to become wakes up earlier than is strictly necessary. This is also when I realise my resolutions need whittling down.





